I remember when we first matched Candace said she wasn't the most patient person in the world and I kind of chuckled then and thought to myself neither am I. Yet here we sit having been quickly matched but having to be ever patient with the rest of this process. I can't help but wonder if this is something we are supposed to learn together. If that is the case I couldn't have been matched with a better person to learn this with.
AND as much as I would like for our journey to move along quickly I want us to both be in top shape for this baby. Candace came home from the hospital yesterday and is doing well but now I am sick. I have an ear infection and the doctor has prescribed some antibiotics. She wanted to give me a shot of antibiotics while at the office to help kick start the healing but I declined.
I am really disappointed that these two things are going to cancel this cycle(well I don't know for sure but I am 99.9% sure) but I know it is for the best and I believe that God has a plan for this process for us and we are in his hands. We are at the mercy of his plans and I trust in him.
Candace if you are reading this... I Love you girl! We will get there:)
A
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I am sorry that the cycle is on hold...I kinda figured it would be with Candace needing her surgery. But you are right, it's better for you both to be in the best shape possible. You will learn that in surrogacy, it's ALL about waiting! Waiting to cycle, waiting to start meds, waiting for transfer, waiting for Betas, waiting for ultrasounds, waiting for baby! It will certainly give you plenty of opportunities to learn patience!
Love you guys!
Sherry
I'm sorry you both have been down in the dumps... but just remember...
GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE THAT WAIT
Things are happening for a reason. I have absolute faith that everything is going to turn our perfectly.
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